I don't remember a lot about being in TAPI, but I do remember there being a number of people who I (and others) would purposefully avoid in comms, and avoid having to listen to. I remember having you basically perma-muted in Mumble because you would literally, and i mean literally Ree in comms, and if you weren't Reeing you were incessantly keying up in main channel. Was that just an "I'm 17 and think this is funny" thing or do you still think the TAPI culture sperglord unironic reeing is funny?
Also just a guess, could be wrong, but this Barghest looks like something you grabbed from your in-game fittings, probably right after Rhiload made his video. You said the fit is placeholders, which sounds like an awfully convenient reason to put literally zero effort into it.